Chapter 28 Keeping A Secret

Why can't I tell him? What else is stopping me? I love him but I am afraid he will hurt me a second. I might die from that! It is better that maybe we are just like this. No commitment. No worries. Nothing. We just do what we want without getting hurt because we do not have a relationship. I want to go back to America with nothing to hold back from him. Because when I know there is, I will not be able to leave him. "Can I trust you? Can you keep a secret?" I asked him. "Of course, you can always trust me." He was holding my hand again. Why do Apollo's stare is melting me? If I was just ab ice cream, I would have fallen to the floor because I was already melted. His eyes are very sincere. I can feel the love that he is telling me. He has not changed! He is still the genuine Apollo I have ever known. I love him! I love him even with the so many