  Clare:
  &quot;Because I wasn't a virgin,&quot; I said loudly, a bit loudly.
  &quot;He didn't deserve you, this is such a stupid excuse to dump anyone,&quot; Michael said after listening to me.
  &quot;That's why I tried to say that he was an Indian, since he was from a developing country with full of ethics and rules, it was hard to digest for him to date a girl who is not a virgin. But you didn't let me say anything&quot; I looked the other side.
  &quot;Even if he was from a developing country he came to work in a developed country. He couldn't match his level with his environment and that is totally His fault. Were you broken?&quot; He said the last line softly.
  &quot;No I am not broken I am alright right now,&quot; I said to him.
  &quot;I am not talking about now, the time when he left you&quot;
  &quot;It's quite normal to be broken when someone leaves you with such a reason&

  Michael: my eyes were still sleepy when I heard the doorbell. I opened my eyes and looked from the window it was getting dark. She was still lying Keeping her head on my lap in her sleep. I touched her cheek for one more time, she was warm as anyone will want on a winter evening. The doorbell rang again. I almost forgot when the doorbell rang for the first time looking at her. My back hurts a little by sleeping in the sitting position. This time the sound of the doorbell wake her up. She brushed her hair on my lap and looked at me, trying to open her eyes.
  &quot;Did I sleep?&quot; She asked in a low voice.
  &quot;Yes, you keep lying, I will see who is at the door,&quot; I said, she raised her head from my lap and I got up from the bed to open the door.
  &quot;Cominggggg&quot; I said in a loud voice and went to the washroom to splash some water on my face. Clare collapsed in the bed

  Clare:
  &quot;We are not talking about this, Dani,&quot; I said to her in loud voice.
  &quot;Alright, I'm shutting up,&quot; she said in a surrendering voice.
  &quot;Who's going to carry the lunch?&quot; I asked.
  &quot;Me,&quot;
  &quot;I can, after all, I am outside his room so I should go back to his room with our lunch&quot;
  &quot;Why he appointed me then? You go to his room, I will take your lunch&quot;
  &quot;You should enjoy your free time, and chat with your boyfriend. It will be better if I take the lunch&quot;
  &quot;you Really Don't care if I chat with my boyfriend or not, do you want me to keep away from your man? Yes?&quot; She teased me.
  &quot;I really care about your relationship. I just want to walk in with something. It will be a little awkward if I enter empty-handed&quot;
  &quot;Carry your bags then. After all, you stay away from your room for most of the 

Clare:
  &quot;Because I wasn't a virgin,&quot; I said loudly, a bit loudly.
  &quot;He didn't deserve you, this is such a stupid excuse to dump anyone,&quot; Michael said after listening to me.
  &quot;That's why I tried to say that he was an Indian, since he was from a developing country with full of ethics and rules, it was hard to digest for him to date a girl who is not a virgin. But you didn't let me say anything&quot; I looked the other side.
  &quot;Even if he was from a developing country he came to work in a developed country. He couldn't match his level with his environment and that is totally His fault. Were you broken?&quot; He said the last line softly.
  &quot;No I am not broken I am alright right now,&quot; I said to him.
  &quot;I am not talking about now, the time when he left you&quot;
  &quot;It's quite normal to be broken when someone leaves you with such a reason&quot;
  &quot;Excuse&quot;
  &quot;Whatever&quot; I rolled my eyes. &quot;I was kind of heart

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