Chapter 73" I'm Corned Again."

Avery P.O.V. Why am I staring into Elijah's eyes and him looking at me like something to eat? I need to help understand boys and their way of how they show love. But I will let it pass and listen to what they say. I felt so embarrassed of how I was acting in front of them, and I wished I didn't cry, and now they would laugh and tease me about being a weak loser. Ugh, I hate myself right now. They don't care about you, Avery; you're not pretty or even have a nice body. You are flat-chested and have no ass on you. Why would these sexy ass guys stand in the same room as I want me? Once Elijah and Jake were touching me and kissing me, I let my emotion inside me show them how much I wanted them. I wanted to run as far away and fastest as I could away from them because I didn't want them to say that would break my heart, but on the other hand, I wanted to see how they would act if they felt the same way as I think of them like love. I am in love with them, and I don't understand why? They