Chapter 78

Yes I was still blaming him for all this as I cried even more. I was tired. I did not want all this I swore I did not want it but who was fate honestly. All this had to happen right. Fate said that it was going to happen whether I liked it or not. "Leave... me.... alone... Josiah" I managed to say through a broken voice and numerous amount of hiccups after I was done hyperventilating. He did not let me go and if I thought that I had no more tears left to cry I felt more pooling my eyes and this time i sobbed. Could you blame me. I had spent three days neglecting myself of crying and i knew that when the time from breaking down would come I wasn't not going to stop the amount of tears that were going to fall. I just wasn't ready for it. I was never. "I am sorry" I heard him murmur and that did nothing to stop my waterfalls. I did not know if a sorry was going to make anything better. I honestly did not. "I was an idiot Nayra I said all those words because for so long I though