Chapter 35: New Meaning

< Shirley > Dylan's words kept ringing in my head like a mosquito was bugging in my ears. I felt the cold water run all over my bare skin, sending chills throughout my body. I thought a cold shower would help me relax, but it was of no help. "What will you do then?" That question was making me go nuts. I banged my hand on the wall, closing my eyes tightly. If it was about my inconsiderate and prideful nature, I could change. Yes, it would take time, but I could be a good person someday. What about my incompetence? I didn't have a talent for anything. People said that everyone has a hidden talent. Well, I was yet to find mine. I wasn't that good at car racing. It was something that excited me, got my adrenaline rushing, got me pumped. That's why I chose it. Apparently, I wasn't good at it, either. I couldn't even protect myself. Even the underlings of Mr. Creepy Stalker got the best of me. I should have learned some self-defense, just like Adrian did. But I had been too lazy for