Chapter 17

　　I wasn’t sure if it was Lucille's conscience, or she was just afraid of doing a bad job that she asked for a doctor to come. 　　At first, I was worried I’d get fooled again. I didn't dare give the medicine for Lannie to drink until I personally tried it myself to make sure it was not poisonous. 　　I knelt on the ground with the medicine bowl in my hand, and persuaded her, "Lannie, I beg of you, just drink the medicine. You will die if you continue like this. You are still young and will be able to carry children, trust me..." 　　It's been three days, she didn't eat, drink or talk. She just lay there with her eyes open. From dark to dawn, and then to dark, she was motionless, like a lifeless animal puppet. 　　I knew that she was sad. She had been married to my brother for so many years and had no children. Then, she was finally with a baby, but because of me, she had lost it. 　　Do I hate them? 　　Of course, I wish I could tear them to pieces and bu