CHAPTER 42

Lucas’ POV Darkness, darkness again. It feels like this darkness is erasing my sanity from my mind.             I keep asking myself, “Why?” Where did I go wrong? Why did she do this to me? Is this her idea of revenge? IT'S ALL SO MESSED UP! The day Zara chose not to show up at our wedding, I felt like I was going to die from the pain. I thought she loved me. I thought everything was fine, but she chose to leave me, our son, and our life behind.             Does she want to teach me a lesson? Is this payback for what I did to her in the past? If so, she's succeeded in devastating me.             I searched for her relentlessly, refusing to give up easily. But she remains elusive. There must be a reason behind her disappearance. Maybe she was kidnapped.             But then I received a letter. Antoinette, my ex-wife's best friend, confirmed it was Zara's handwriting, and its contents drove me almost crazy.             Dear Lucas, Now you've tasted your medicine, right? You're just wast