Chapter 8

　　I pushed Delilah to the passenger seat, then I got into the car and sped away. I looked at her, she was crying and clutching her dress tightly. I increased the speed I'm driving, I was so fucking angry and she's crying for that bastard. She is mine, mine to love and cherish but what fuck was that? That fucking James. I was beyond angry, every time my mind reminded me how close they were I sped the car. 　　"Kayden.......please slow down...." Suddenly Delilah talked. She was so fucking scared, she looked at me with her watery eyes and those eyes were begging me to not to hurt her. I really hated the way her eyes made my heart hurt. 　　"Why? Is it that hard to leave him?" I asked while mocking her. She just looked at my eyes before looking down while biting her bottom lip. 　　"Kayden please...... stop the car.... please I beg you......I'm scared" She was crying and suddenly I felt my heart aches for her. Shit! I forgot that she's scared to go with high speed vehicles. Fuck. I slowed down the car, then looked at her, fucking beautiful. How can I make my mind to leave her? She's fucking mine. No.. never...... I will never but again I remembered fucking James. I stopped the car in front of the little forest, it was in the end of our city. I got off and went to Delilah's side, then dragged her out of the car. 　　"Kayden.... it hurts.. you're hurting me." She tried to break free from my grip but she failed. I dragged her into the forest. There's a wooden house that belongs to me, I spent a lot of money to build it because when I wanted to stay alone I always stayed in this house. I could feel Delilah was super scared now, she was trembling. 　　"We're staying here tonight." I said as I pushed her into the house. Her body was just so fucking cold. 　　"Kay....Kayden I want to go home. Grandma will be worried." Why is she so scared? Am I that scary? 'Yes, you're' Fuck that was my own mind. 　　"No... we are staying here. Butler Stefan will explain her." I said as I locked the door. Then I pushed her against the wooden wall and pressed myself against her. She quickly looked away. 　　"Delilah..." I said with an angry tone. She was biting her lips because of the fear. Part of me liked to see her like this, at the same time because of the other part of me, my heart aches for her. I didn't know what was correct. I forced her to look at me. Her watery eyes were so freaking gorgeous, her lips were red, her lipsticks weren't on her lips because she bit her lips again and again and I guess all of the lipsticks surely in her stomach. I traveled my thumb through her delicate lips. Fuck.. now I'm starving for her. 　　"Let me go." Delilah's broken voice pulled me back from my thoughts. 　　"Let you go? Go for that fucking James?" My anger again increased. I pressed myself against her even harder. 　　"Kayden no.. James and I" Before she could finish the sentence that she was about to say I kissed her. 　　"Mmph...." Delilah tried to push me away but I gripped her waist tightly. Her mouth is so sweet. I forced my tongue into her mouth. I kissed her so passionately but she suddenly started to hit me with tears in her eyes. Fuck I knew she couldn't breath so I let go of her. Then I grabbed her breasts through the dress. 　　"Ahh..." thart fucking moan made me hard. I started to kiss her neck while squeezing her breast. 　　"Ahh.. Kayn.... stop it" fucking hell she called me Kayn while moaning. After so many fucking years she called me Kayn again. I felt happiness and at the same time I was really angry at her. So I wanted tear her clothes and fuck her here. 　　"Please... don't tear it. Please.. I like it." Before I could tear it she cried. I was shocked because of her reaction. Did she like the dress that I chose for her? So I unzipped it. As soon as I unzipped her dress, it slid down from her body, she was fucking naked in front of me, she only had her pantie. I quickly took off my coat and my shirt because I wanted to feel her breasts against my chest, I pulled her closer to me and started undoing her hairstyle, I finally managed to do it. Her long silky hair covered her body, then I carried her into the bedroom but suddenly I realized something and it was, Delilah was silent all the time, she let me do anything. I placed her on the bed as I looked at her, I froze. 　　"Why are you crying?" I asked her because it also hurt me, she didn't reply and just stayed looking away from me. 　　"Delilah you know me, I don't fucking repeat myself. So tell me" I forced her to look at me. I saw the hurt in her beautiful eyes as she looked at me. I was the one who caused this. Fuck 　　"Why do you hate me this much?" She asked while covering her body from the bedsheet. My heart shattered into pieces because of the words that she spoke through her broken voice. Her face filled with hurt, pain and tears. 　　"I fucking hate you Delilah and I will never love you but your body is mine to have fun." I said as I lifted the bedsheet from her body. I betrayed myself, betrayed my feelings, betrayed my everything because I wanted to hurt her. She just gave me an innocent smile before nodding her head. 　　"Yes, yours for fun." With that she closed her eyes but tears never stopped coming down from her eyes. I'm just a fucking bastard, I just hurt her. I have loved her for so many years but still I'm hurting her like I did before. Every time I see her, I remember my mother who told me to wait till she comes back with Delilah, and also my father. So I hated her for that. It was all because of her, I lost my parents. 　　I forced myself to forget it and I unbuckled my belt and took off my pants and underwear. Delilah still had bite marks on her body that I made yesterday, I really hurt her without a limit. 　　"Open your eyes and look at me, I'm gonna have fun with you now." I said as I smirked at her. She was obedient, she opened her eyes, they were red from crying but still beautiful as the first day I saw her in front of me. Those eyes made me hard as fuck. I pulled her closer to me and pushed my dick into her tight pussy and without even thinking I moved fast, 　　"Ahh.." she hissed from the pain because I wasn't gentle, I just thrusted into her without thinking about her tears or pain because it was pleasure to me. Her pussy made me so relaxed. I started to suck her nipples as I fucked her so hard, Delilah didn't say anything or didn't even let herself moan, I knew she was enduring everything I'm doing to her, she clutched the bedsheet tightly and bit her lips, I didn't want her lips to get hurt so I kissed her gently and I fucked her so fast and hard. Her pussy walls squeezed my dick as I groaned into her mouth, then she suddenly hugged me and buried her face against my neck and I could feel the hot tears through my neck. I was so happy because of her reaction but she was crying, crying because of me. I forced myself to forget that hurt filled feeling and I let my lust and desire to take over my body and enjoy the moment so I pounded onto her hard. I didn't let her take a break or relax. I just did everything that I wanted to do to her body. I fucked her every position I knew because her body was so fucking good and I couldn't stop myself doing this to her.