Chapter 10

　　'Enough?' Does he even care? Why is he pretending to be a good man after he did everything to me? I actually didn't want to see him now. I just decided to ignore him and go to my room. 　　"Delilah.. I'm fucking talking to you.." he's angry again, I think he should just go to mental hospital. I again ignored him and tried to leave but Kayden grabbed me from my wrist and threw me against the wall. 　　"Ahh..." It hurt as my tears came out. Then he pressed himself against me as he caged me with his hands. 　　"What made you think that you could ignore me?" He was really angry, I just didn't do anything to him. Why does he want to hurt me this much? I sighed I actually didn't want to deal with him right now. 　　"Talk to me... are you fucking mute?" He grabbed me from my chin and forced me to look at him. 　　"Just let me go Kayden, I'm just hungry and tired. Please." I said as I looked into his eyes. I was really tired, tired because of him. 　　"Why didn't you wait for me?" Kayden asked.. wait for him ? For what? I couldn't understand. 　　"For what?" I asked him while looking away. After everything do I have to wait for him? Not anymore... Kayden didn't reply to me he was just staring at me. I pushed him away and turned to leave. 　　"Delilah...I ...." Kayden again grabbed me from my waist as he pushed me against the wall. I just can't go through his torture anymore . 　　"Kayden please.... it hurts... just let me be, I can't go through this pain anymore. I'm just done with your torture." I said as I cried. I saw his eyes turned red from anger. I just closed my eyes and let him do anything he wanted but to my surprise he released me. 　　"Don't even think about it Delilah, we're not done because I'm the one who makes decisions between us." Kayden said as he bit my bottom lip. Ouch it hurts.... 　　"You're mine and you know it.." Kayden again said while squeezing my breasts. 　　"Please don't touch me." I pushed him away. My body is aching yet he hurt me again and again. 　　"Ha... why? You want James to touch you like this ?" With that he bit my collarbone. I just stayed without doing anything because my body was something that he wanted to have fun with. So I just let him. Then he stopped and looked at me. 　　"Does it hurt?" He asked as he kissed my forehead, I didn't reply and I just turned my face away. 　　"I don't like to repeat myself Delilah.... but you always make me do that.. so I feel like punishing you and that is your own fault." Kayden said as he kissed my neck while squeezing my breasts. Then he put his hand under my t-shirt, he traveled his fingers through my waist and pulled me closer to him and without even thinking or warning me he bit my chest. 　　"Ahh...Kayden..it hurts please stop." I started to cry while hitting his shoulders. Then suddenly he stopped but the pain he gave me never stopped. He acted like he was scared. I just sat down on the floor while hugging myself. I sobbed not only because of the physical pain but also the mental pain. I lifted my head and looked at Kayden. 　　"Delilah.....I'm ...." he was trying to say something but I cut him off. 　　"Why don't you just kill me Kayden? I'm a human not an animal. If you hate me please just kill me. I know what kind of person you are, I've seen you kill people. So just kill me like that because it was the only thing that you didn't do to me..... So just do it and release me from this pain.. I just can't endure the pain you give me again and again. But I know I deserve this... I deserve this for loving you.. It was my fault to love a wrong person" I cried and shouted, then I got up from the floor and left. I couldn't walk properly but I did. I walked into my room and shut the door as I locked it. 　　...................... 　　~Kayden~ 　　I froze as I saw Delilah in the morning. She was only wearing my shirt, without slippers her feet were bleeding and she was pale as a ghost. Lisa was here with me, she called me at 4.00 a.m that she quarreled with her girlfriend and left the house. So I got up and looked at Delilah, she was sleeping.. so I quickly changed into clothes and left. Before I left I wanted to come and get Delilah but after everything I forgot Delilah was alone in the middle of that forest. When I saw her in front of me, my heart shattered into pieces. She was a mess, her feet were bleeding and she couldn't even walk properly. As she came into the house, the first thing she saw was Lisa.. who was sitting next to me while resting her head on my shoulder. I saw the hurt look in her eyes as she looked at Lisa then she turned to me, her eyes stayed with me for a few seconds before looking away. She just walked as aunty Mary saw her, she talked to aunty Mary with her voice broken, my heart aches for her. I clutched my shirt because of the pain.. 　　"Did... did you do that to her?" Lisa's voice suddenly came. I looked at her as her eyes filled with disbelief and tears. I stayed silent and it explained everything. Lisa suddenly stood up as I looked up at her. 　　"Fucking bastard....... you don't deserve her. I pray to god.. she should just love James and not you … Is that how you treat the woman that your lost parents chose for you? Is this how you treat the woman who loves you with her fucking whole damn heart? Bastard, why don't you just go and die? Then Delilah can make her mind and live with the man that loves her and James also will be happy " Lisa said as she left the house. James? Lisa's words made my heart hurt even more. I stayed in the same position as I closed my eyes, my mind reminded me how I treated her yesterday because of my anger. I wanted to apologize to her, so I went upstairs but her door was locked, so I talked but she never opened the door for me... 　　After a few hours aunty Mary came and informed me that she had to go home because her grandson was sick, so I let her take a leave. I waited till Delilah woke up, then I saw she was in the kitchen. I looked at her feet and they were still bleeding so I wanted to treat her wounds but the thing I did was completely opposite from what I wanted to do, I just hurt her again till she asked me to kill her. There were no words to describe the pain in my heart but I knew I deserved it because I couldn't control myself when I was with her, I bit her as she cried from pain and she told the most painful things that I could hear from my ears..