Chapter 18 Cody Changes

　　Cody’s POV 　　I raped Emelia last night. According to what she said, last night was not the first time. I don’t know what to say. Am I feeling guilty? No, I shouldn’t feel guilty. After all, she is only a pathetic human, my slave. Maybe because I am too young and have never experienced such kind of things, I feel uncomfortable inside as if I have done something bad. 　　After I take a walk in the garden, I hear someone crying when I return to my room along the hall. The voice is familiar. It is Emelia, my slave. I go directly to her room. I think although I won’t comfort her, I still want to see how she is doing. But when I get near to her room, I hear her crying and other girls comforting her. So she doesn’t need me. Yes, she never needs me. When she was chosen to be my slave, she cried loudly and wanted to see her parents instead of being happy. 　　When I tell the truth, my beloved sister, Lily even stands out for Emelia. Am I wrong? I will be the alpha, and I am told to have the right