Chapter 193

　　He was begging me. 　　And the thought that he was at the point that he had to beg, kills me right now. I mustered up all of my strength just to put my right palm on his cheek. My tears started to fall when I stared at his eyes filled with desperation. 　　I said in a low voice. "I'm sorry, this is all my fault. You don't deserve to be begging anyone-" 　　"I said I don't need your apology." He said with hurtful eyes before he lowered my hand. 　　At that time, I got angry. All of the memories I've done replaying in my head once again. 　　I clenched my jaw. "Then how do you expect me to handle this wretched feeling inside of me?! Whenever I see you, I always get reminded of the things I have done to make your life miserable! How can I not be sorry?" 　　He pulls me into a hug, his large hands slightly supporting my head towards his chest. His scent made me relaxed a bit, my sobs became calmer than before. 　　I closed my eyes when he started speaking. 　　"If you accept me... just this time, then I