Chapter 139

Dizziness and nausea swept over me at once. I used the wheelchair to support myself as I stood up and stumbled toward the bathroom. Nothing came up, but I felt cramps assail me in waves. I felt terrible, not just physically but also emotionally. Tears fell down my cheeks as I vomited, and although I raised my hand to wipe them away, more fell. In the end, I could no longer stand it. A nurse came and injected me with a sedative. I lay in bed, and I didn't want to see Ethan at all. I said very softly, "Tell him to go out. I don't want to see him." I turned my head aside. Even taking another glance at him seemed to repulse me. Perhaps it was because of the revulsion in my eyes, but Ethan pressed his lips together, looking at a loss. I felt that it was laughable. He had known that it would hurt me when he made that choice, but he had still chosen to hurt me. Why was he putting up an act now? "I don't want to see him! Tell him to get lost!" The nurse saw that I was getting ag