Chapter 19

I’m desperate to reach out and link to him for one second to appease my eternal cravings. Still, as I have heard nothing from him, I’m assuming he too agrees with his father that we should have no contact for the pack's future, considering he closed down the head link, and I can’t get to him at all. Dreaming about him smelling his scent in the wind when it blows from the south is driving me crazy, and I have no idea how to fix myself while I don’t even know what we are. Held captive, still his mate, yet denied all that goes with it. The only upside to my turning and finally becoming my true self in all of this is the physical difference, which shocked me when I finally got home to wash the grime and blood caking every inch of me. Catching sight in the bathroom mirror held me still with disbelief as I took myself in slowly and digested the image staring back at me. The woman before me in the mirror, where a girl once stood, is almost like a stranger to me, yet not. Still Alora, in a way