Chapter 18

　　I felt more for strangers then I did for them and while I thought myself as a positive person I realized that I didn't just loath them, I hated them with everything in me as did my wolf. Her pack had betrayed her, abused her in ways which brought tears to my eyes; she didn't deserve that. 　　Now that I have left the Lake Pack and come here to start a new life, then I should put the past behind me. However, one thing was imminent. I would be 18 years old the day after tomorrow, and I would officially usher in the first rut in my life. I would go into heat, crave sex, crave the mark from my mate. Without sex and mark, I would be tortured by the heat in my body. 　　In fact, I was already suffering from the occasional heat in my body. I began to think about how to go through the following estrus. 　　While I was thinking, the voice from the master bedroom next door made me blush. I couldn't help to complain in my heart that this house wasn't soundproof. 　　I never expected to hear Sanford mak