Chapter 03 Asylum and new beginning

Since the encounter with Quennelin the secret park, I was disappointed in love and mate. I didn’t have a new boyfriend anymore, most time I locked myself at home, even my meeting times with Emma was decreased. The cold winter just passed without knowing it, and the early spring is still cold and windy. This day I was lonely, so I wanted to go out for relaxing. I was going farther and farther aimlessly, didn’t realized I already out of our Nat Star Pack’s territory. I found a small mountain with many rocks and decided to climb on it, but this mountain is very hard to climb as I thought for its steep. Finally, I reached the mountain top, and sat on the edge of a precipitous cliff. “Why Quenneltreated me like this”, I was distressed and muttering to myself,” If the legend of Moon Goddess is true?” “You know it’s true. He rejected you this time doesn’t mean he will reject you forever. “My wolf Irma said. “But thinking about what I have done before, all that stupid ex-boyfriends….” I was so upset and wished all bad things were done by anotherMaggie. My wolf Irma is silenced this time…I cried softly and only the wind sounds accompanied me. Suddenly, a gust of wind blew me off the cliff. *** When I wake up, the bright sunshine squinted my eyes. The wall of the room is pink and the flowers on the bedside table told me that spring was comping and I was in a totally different new world. “Where is the founded female rogue?” A young man’s sounds outdoor broken the silence. “Just wait in the room, you will see her soon.” An attendant replied. “Hi, let’s me introduced myself, Beta Mike Colin of Black Claw Pack, and how to address you Ms. Rogue?” The young man asked as he entered the door immediately. “I amMaggie, nice to meet you.” I watched the young man and don’t know why he came. “Ms. RogueMaggie, why you come to Black Claw Pack? and Where are you come from? “The young man asked with arrogance. I hate the address “Rogue” he added to my name, replied simply, “Nat Star Pack.” “Nat Star Pack? We will check with the Alpha Quennel, “A kind elder man came in and said,” and if it’s really you can back to reunite with you family.” “No, no need to check…” I replied horribly and explained,” I am an orphan and I have no family in Nat Star Pack.” “This is Alpha John Black of black paw pack”, the young man Mike introduced. “You dropped from the cliff so you can rest before make a decision.” The kind Alpha John Black said and then leaved the room. After few days of recuperation, I came back to my healthy status, but I still refuse backing to Nat Star Pack and said I was an orphan no one wanted. I begged the Alpha John to accept me as a member of their pack, he agreed and I thought that’s because of his kindness. Life in the new pack was not bad and I still felt lonely and never smile. Unlike Nat Star Pack, which has a long river and many plains; Black Claw Pack has many small mountains, lakes, and forests. There were many malicious rogues in the dark forest, so members of Black Claw Pack all were veterans in battle and bravery. Compared with girls in Black Claw Pack, I am so tiny, thin and weakness. As my new beginning in the new pack, the Alpha John arranged me to study how to fight with rogues. I practiced running and swimming, until I could run as fast as my wolf Irma and swim as fast as a fish. Also, I was taught by warrior about how to fight and how to kill rogues. What’s more, I finally can shift with Irma as the Alpha John’s instructions. My shifted shape is the snow-white wolf with sapphire eyes, which is till my eye color, not like other wolfs their eye color will change. Time flied like an arrow and I turned from a weak woman into a brave female warrior. The dark forests are no longer dangerous to me. Years in Black Claw Pack also helped me to make some friends. Girls like my age could be friend easily, but I don’t discuss my emotion affairs with them, and I also don’t make boy friends in this pack; Boys like my age all know there is a beautyMaggie, some people have pursued me but I ignored it. Sometimes I sat alone near the lake for a whole day, from dawn to the deep night with moon and stars. Lakes are places like Nat Star Pack. I had no family members to miss, only can miss the short times spent with my mate, the Alpha Quennel. No, he rejected me as a mate, the ruthless Quennel. Sometimes I also climbed the small mountains here, there always were sound of winds. The wind sounds reminded me of the sadness and helpless the day I fall down the cliff. My wolf Irma is the only one who can understand my sorrow.