Chapter60

---Back to Life It is good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital. I was discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself. I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years. Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those past years. According to my available memories I have never been in any relationship. So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books. It was completely nothing, like I haven't even lived in this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace. My young memories are there but not my adulthood self. A baby's wailing pulls me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib. He and my dad are all I have now and the absence of my mother was still shocking for me