Chapter 75

I lifted the glass so the waiter to see, "Same," He took the glass out of my hands and start serving me. I saw movement on the seat beside me, I didn't bother to look. I knew it was a woman. I could smell the strong scent of her perfume. I could also smell the strong liquor in my breath, but I don't care. Drinking makes me get high and forget about the pain I'm feeling in my heart. The pain of loneliness, the pain of heartbreak. My failed attempts to woo her. I did everything in the book. I brought her on romantic dates, we had ice-cream, we talked, we bond but all I did made no difference because she still didn't stay. She didn't stay with me. Maybe her love wasn't strong enough, at least not strong as mine. I never expect her to leave the way she did. I never expect her to call me a fool. She was right. I'm a fool. I made her promise me to never leave me, maybe if I didn't insist on all those promises maybe she wouldn't feel forced to love me in return. She never forced me to love