16 Tired of Living

Outside the house, there wasn't much to do. All that was expected from her was acting as if she wasn't there even though she was. That way, she would avoid getting in trouble. “Who does he think he is? Like he can do what he pleases but I get no say in anything?” She was angry at herself for allowing him to treat her like that. She knew she deserved better only that no one cared and she was slowly starting to feel the same; not caring about her well-being while all she needed was loving herself more. “But what could possibly happen if I died today and allowed him to enjoy life with his preferred woman after all I am as good as dead with this disease!” She continued to drown in thoughts. The fact that he had scolded her for being with Doctor Mark even when he knew so well she could never cheat on him and that it was all for medical reasons, made her mad. She wished she had the strength to get to him and strangle him but no, she couldn’t. She still loved him so much to hur