Chapter 41

HELLO, NEIGHBOR! With George gone, I do my daily chores while being a little depressed and worried about the times when my insecurities would kick in, but I convince myself to be strong because I am not a high school girl anymore. This separation would have been a little easier if I hadn’t given up my career and been still working in a hotel. I always thought of being a supermom and handling everything effortlessly, but that is an unreal belief I realized after actually becoming a mom. I think of how my time is going to pass without George now. I have given up on many things I did to keep myself busy, and I am suddenly starting to regret it. I should have prioritized myself. The men are more practical than most women, and thus, the earlier generations believed in patriarchy to have men given the primary power, and women are more emotional with their hormonal fluctuations happening in an extreme; hence, giving them the role of taking care of others was focused by our ancestors. But now,