Chapter 771 It’s Minerva

I shook my head, feeling bitter inside, but I could not say a word. He smiled bitterly, said nothing more, and turned away. I stood still. For a moment, I even began to doubt myself. What exactly was I thinking right now? Having stumbled along the way, I used to think I loved Idris. I loved him enough to die for him. Now, upon careful reflection, I felt somewhat lost. In the two years I spent with Lucas, I was acting every day. I did not know when it started, but I seemed to have forgotten my initial purpose. Lucas's death was something I anticipated, and now I should be with Idris, living peacefully like the protagonists in those stories. However, I no longer knew how to move forward with him. I even pushed him away without much thought, as if it was only natural to do so. It was not because of Alice's presence. It was me... I retreated. Did I ever truly love him? No, more accurately, did I ever love any of them? I was now uncertain with Lucas. Was I just moved by everything h