Chapter 40 XL

The following week I resume work. Work has not been the same with Emma gone, and Fatima always at the hospital during lunch time. Udar has still not woken up, but Fatima is handling it better than I would have given her credit for. She is more hopeful than ever that Udar will wake up soon, which is good. Things between Ismail and me are not good. Now that we don t live together, we hardly see each other or even speak to each other. We might work in the same company, but we hardly see each other. I have also gotten a little used to him not being in the house anymore. I am driving to the hospital to see Udar before going home for the day. I arrive at the hospital, park my car and step inside. I also started driving my Lamborghini again, and now when I drive it I don t always sadly think of Ismail. If I even think of him, I just smile and drive my car because that s life. I won t allow myself to drown in sadness. It s not healthy for anyone. I was so deep in thought I did not real