  &quot;Ryan.. I don t understand.&quot; I bit my lower lip and said as I looked away from his eyes. I was just in a mess because of everything.
      &quot;I m telling you to be with me and don t leave. Noel needs his mother&quot; Yeah I could clearly feel it because of the way he cuddled against my body and the way he said he loves me so much.
      &quot;Alright&quot; I nodded at him as he pressed his lips against mine. Unintentionally I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood up with my toes because he s just so tall. Ryan chuckled because of my action and that made me pinch his neck. Then our kiss became passionate as he pushed his tongue inside of my mouth.
      &quot;Mommy&quot; I heard Noel s sleepy voice and I quickly pushed Ryan away and went to Noel.
      &quot;Hey sweetheart. Mommy is here&quot; I kissed his forehead and his cheek.
      &quot;Daddy is here too&quot; He s

  &quot;I.. I.. Ryan s grandmother mentioned it&quot; I wanted to tell him what she said to me that day but I decided not to tell.
      &quot;What did she say?&quot; I looked at him and saw his eyes were strange.
      &quot;I don t remember much. She just mentioned the name&quot; I spoke and looked at him as he nodded and looked away. I sighed with relief.
      &quot;Lunch is ready.&quot; I spoke as he looked at me and nodded.
      &quot;Mommy, I m hungry&quot; Noel came to me while rubbing his tummy. I smiled and nodded.
      &quot;Let s go and feed your tummy&quot; I picked him up and left the living room.
      ………………..
      In the evening after celebrating Noel s birthday Ryan s father left because he said he had something important to do.
      &quot;Mommy, get ready. We are going out&quot; Noel climbed onto the sofa and started to jump up and down on it while smiling.
      &

  ~ Julianna ~
      This man is crazy. I watched him while having breakfast. I couldn t deny the fact that he s handsome but he s just an asshole who forced me to do things. Then my eyes fell on his friend. Chirs Winston. Not only a friend but also a cousin. Playboy… Winston men are really handsome but I feel like hitting both of them. I again looked at Ryan who was feeding Noel. He wasn t even wearing his shirt. I wanted to look away from his body but I couldn t because he has a god-like body, strong shoulders, chest and his six pack. Urghh I suddenly remembered how we had sex that night. He could crush my body with his strength. This man really had stamina when it comes to sex but it felt amazing with him that night. Wait.. What am I thinking? Urghh NO.. Stop it Julianna… He s an asshole, don t forget that. Pervert.
      Ryan clearly knew the way to make me stay. I m happy because he

&quot;Ryan.. I don t understand.&quot; I bit my lower lip and said as I looked away from his eyes. I was just in a mess because of everything.
      &quot;I m telling you to be with me and don t leave. Noel needs his mother&quot; Yeah I could clearly feel it because of the way he cuddled against my body and the way he said he loves me so much.
      &quot;Alright&quot; I nodded at him as he pressed his lips against mine. Unintentionally I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood up with my toes because he s just so tall. Ryan chuckled because of my action and that made me pinch his neck. Then our kiss became passionate as he pushed his tongue inside of my mouth.
      &quot;Mommy&quot; I heard Noel s sleepy voice and I quickly pushed Ryan away and went to Noel.
      &quot;Hey sweetheart. Mommy is here&quot; I kissed his forehead and his cheek.
      &quot;Daddy is here too&quot; He smiled at Ryan and giggled against my body as he wrapped his little arms around my waist.
      &

Chapter 34