  &quot;See Reishan, Look at your son.. He s also like you… Fell in love with a cheap woman. Both of you don t know how to value your family&quot; She spoke as my dad looked down with an extreme sad face.
      &quot;So yes. I did it because I didn t want you to become like your father. He loved a wrong woman and now you re also doing the same thing. Both of you couldn t choose the right woman to love&quot; Grandma said with a sarcastic voice. I saw the way my father s face changed and it made my heart hurt.
      &quot;Natasha and you will be a great couple Ryan. Give her a chance and she will take care of Noel too&quot; Grandma came to me with a smile.
      &quot;Julianna is the woman I like and she s the mother of Noah so don t mention about other women in the future. I don t give a fuck.. I ll just kill everyone&quot; I smirked at grandma and stepped back before she approached me.
 

  After Chris went to his room I stayed there for a while and went into my room. I changed into sweatpants and laid on the bed.
      'Congratulations sir  As soon as I closed my eyes to sleep Noah s words repeated in my mind with great pain in my heart. Fuck.. Urghh.. My head hurts. I got up from the bed and went to Noel s room. I looked at my son that Julianna gave birth to. Urghhh.. Fucking hell. Why was I so ignorant? I laid beside Noel and hugged him so tightly but I couldn t fall asleep. I was thinking about everything and every memory made my heart ache.
      Finally it s morning. Urghh.. My head hurts so fucking much. Shit.. I couldn t sleep all night. With that I got up from the bed and looked at Noel who was still sleeping peacefully. My heart softened because of him. I went out of his room and went into mine. I quickly grabbed a shower and changed into a normal black shirt an

  &quot;Chris..How am I going to find her now?&quot; I have never felt this kind of helplessness. Fuck.. My mind keeps showing me Noah s smile and Julianna s smile. Shit…
      &quot;I don t know man..&quot; Urghh.. I should find her. Shit.
      &quot;Maybe she will come to see Noel tomorrow. I don t think she could forget her son s birthday&quot; Yeah, she loved Noel and she will definitely come to see him. Wait.. tomorrow is Noah s death anniversary. She will definitely be there. I ll get her back.
      &quot;I even called her a prostitute and hurt her. I fucking raped her&quot; I found myself crying for the woman I hurt. My tears came out and I didn t force them back. How am I going to face Noah after what I did to his sister? My heart shattered into pieces everytime I remembered the way Noah congratulated me that day. If he knew that his sister was the one who gave birth to my chil

&quot;See Reishan, Look at your son.. He s also like you… Fell in love with a cheap woman. Both of you don t know how to value your family&quot; She spoke as my dad looked down with an extreme sad face.
      &quot;So yes. I did it because I didn t want you to become like your father. He loved a wrong woman and now you re also doing the same thing. Both of you couldn t choose the right woman to love&quot; Grandma said with a sarcastic voice. I saw the way my father s face changed and it made my heart hurt.
      &quot;Natasha and you will be a great couple Ryan. Give her a chance and she will take care of Noel too&quot; Grandma came to me with a smile.
      &quot;Julianna is the woman I like and she s the mother of Noah so don t mention about other women in the future. I don t give a fuck.. I ll just kill everyone&quot; I smirked at grandma and stepped back before she approached me.
      &quot;And the two women you just called cheap are my mom and my woman so grandma next time do

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