Chapter 15

As I came home I saw Noel was already running towards me. I smiled and took the chocolate bag out that I bought for him. "Daddy. You re back" He shouted as I picked him up. I gave him the chocolate bag and watched his happy face. "I love you daddy" Noel shouted against my ear. Urghhhh. "Don t shout Noel." I sighed as he kissed my cheek. Then I saw my grandma who was looking at me with a weird expression. I have no idea what is going through her mind. I didn t care what she had on her mind. She s totally different from the grandma I once knew. "Daddy she said I don t have a mommy." Noel whispered against my ear. My heart tightened as I heard my son s broken voice. I knew he was referring to grandma as she. Why the fuck grandma said that? I looked at Noel and saw his sad face and I felt someone stabbed my heart with a dagger. Can t she understand that Noel is a child? "Alright baby. Go to daddy s room and wait. I ll come in a while" With that I put him down and walked towards grandma. Noel giggled and ran upstairs. "Why didn t you come home last night?" She frowned at me. "I had to work" I simply said while ignoring her anger. "Ryan…. I m telling you now. Don t even think about finding that woman again. If Noel wants to have a mom, you marry a lady with good status" What the fuck? Marry a woman with good status? And why can t I find that woman? "Why? Why can t I find that woman?" I looked straight into her eyes and asked. "You think that a poor and filthy woman like her could be acknowledged as the young lady of Winston family? And you know what kind of cheap woman she is" I could clearly see she was hiding something and I can t understand what was that. Why does grandma hate her so much? "But grandma, don't you remember that the woman you re insulting now gave birth to the future heir of Winston family?" I looked at grandma s facial expression as it changed. "Ryan, are you trying to go against my words?" I only felt disgust as I looked at grandma. What happened to her gentleness? "No grandma. I just wanted to remind you and most importantly Noel will never have a fake mother. If I give him a mother it will always be his biological mother" I simply spoke. "How dare you Ryan? Did you meet that woman?" She asked with a terrified voice. "Not yet but I ll find her" I looked at her eyes and saw the hatred she had for her. What is the problem with grandma and why does she hate Noel s mother this much? I will definitely find out what exactly happened three years ago. "Don t you dare to bring that cheap woman into this house." Suddenly grandma shouted at me. I was shocked because of her voice. What the fuck? "You will get married to Lidia." What the fuck? A woman who sleeps with men? Is grandma crazy? "I won t get married to any woman. Why should I marry? I already have a son" With that I left her there and went into my room. My heart softened as I saw my son who was sleeping on my bed. I smiled and went to remove the chocolate covers on my bed. I looked at my sleeping son and he reminded me of his mother s sleeping face and at the same time Noah s. I will never be able to forget Noah because I was guilty. I had to pay his surgery fee and I had to go and see him. Shit. My heart still hurts for him. He just met an untimely death. I let out a deep breath and went into the bathroom and took a shower. Fuck.. I couldn t forget her face. Shit.. I didn t have to leave her alone in that room. Urghh. I came out of the bathroom and saw my son was awake. What the fuck? Did he sleep for a few minutes? "Daddy. Your body… I like it so much" I didn t hold my laugh back. He s just so cute. I went to him and hugged him. "You will have in the future too" I said while kissing his hair. "Yehh. that s good" Noel giggled against my body. Then my dad came into my room. "Grandpa" Noel shouted and jumped down from the bed as he ran towards his grandpa. "How are you my little hero?" Dad picked him up and cuddled. Noel kissed his cheek and smiled. "Good" I looked at my son s happy face. So cute and pretty. "Ryan. Next week you have to attend the annual gala of the company that you bought last month" I sighed. So that means I have to attend and stay all night while looking at men and women who want to catch my attention. I really hate it. "Alright. I ll go" I spoke slowly as I heard Noel s giggle. "Daddy. Take me with you?" I looked at Noel who was looking at me with his big bright eyes while hugging his grandpa s neck. Urghh.. Why is this child so cute? I can t even look into his eyes and reject what he said. "Alright but you can t cry and tell me that you want to sleep okay?" I warned him because I knew him well. He did it twice before. Crying and asking me to sleep with him in front of every guest. "I won t cry" He showed me his teeth and shouted. I looked at my dad who covered his ears because of my son s shout. Urghh I don t know when he will stop this annoying attitude of his but I really loved his attitude. ……………………………. A week passed and I never met her after that day. I searched but I failed to find her. I sighed and looked at my son who was wearing a black tuxedo with a dark blue bow tie. I combed his hair back. With the hairstyle I gave him yesterday it suits well. Damn.. This boy is so fucking handsome even he s three years old. Definitely would be a lady killer in the future. I smirked with that thought. "Daddy. Won t you wear a bow like me?" Noel pouted at me because I was wearing a tie. "No baby. But we are wearing the same color." I said as he giggled with happiness. "Daddy if mommy is here with us she will be the most pretty among us right daddy?" My heartbeat quickened as I listened to what he said. Yeah, she would be the most pretty. I sighed with that thought. "Yeah mommy is pretty" I smiled and spoke and Noel giggled. With that I left with Noel. "Daddy uncle Chris will come too right?" Noel asked and I nodded because that annoying idiot will definitely come. My chauffeur drove us to where the gala was being held and as soon as I got out of the car with Noel everyone started to take photos. I really hated it when reporters took photos of me and my son. Tomorrow magazines will definitely fill with Noel s and my photos. I was furious because of the reporters who were taking photos but I didn t want to make any problem in public. After we entered the ballroom many people came and greeted me but Noel ignored everyone and didn t even let anyone touch him. I was really happy with his attitude because I didn t want anyone to touch my son. After a few minutes I felt someone was staring in our direction so I looked to see who was staring at me and my son. I froze as I met gorgeous grey color eyes but they were filled with tears that didn t fall out of the eyes. She was looking at my son as she found her world again. Then her eyes moved to mine. Fuck.. She was fucking gorgeous. Silk long dark blue gown with straps. Shit.. I looked at her body and found myself wanting to feel her beneath my body. I could see her long legs through her silk material but there was a short skirt inside of her silk gown covering her thighs. Her hair was tied to a low ponytail with a dark blue ribbon. It was just so charming and simple, not like other women who present here…….. She s just simply charming and gorgeous. I found myself looking at her like a lovesick man but again her eyes were glued with her son that she gave birth to. Suddenly I wanted to hurt her because she was not a good woman so I picked up my son and kissed his cheek as he giggled and wrapped his little arms around my neck. Her tear filled eyes fell on mine with an extreme hurt look. I smirked at her and took my son away from her. I could feel she was staring in my direction but I was too cruel and wanted to hurt her more for what she did three years ago.