Chapter 42

♡ Lauren’s POV ♡ When Bella and Simon were in front of me trying to get my attention, I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize it. It wasn't until Simon slapped me that I came back to reality, and just like that, my emotions became unbearable. As I struggled to breathe, my throat felt tight and my breathing became shallow. My chest was tight with anxiety, and I could hear Bella and Simon crying and calling my name. I could vaguely feel one of their hands stroking my hair, and I just realized I was sprawled on the floor with my phone just a few feet away. I took a big gulp of air and tried to stop the emotional scene. I plucked up the courage to pick up the phone and slowly pulled it to my ear as I heard my panicked mother calling me on the phone line. I answered with trembling breath. "Lauren, are you okay? ! ” My mother's voice pierced the phone, making me cringe at the volume. "I'm fine, Mom. Please don't worry about me.” My voice cracked even in my own