CHAPTER 4 A Dream

In my sleep my mind transported me to a world beyond reality. A world where Jason and I were together, free from the constraints of the real world. We were in La La Land, a place of wonder and magic, where dreams came alive. In this world, Jason and I strolled hand in hand through a scenic landscape of rolling hills and sparkling lakes. The sun shone so brightly, casting a warm glow over us, and the air was filled with the sweet scent of blooming flowers. As we walked, I felt like I was living my deepest desires. I had always wanted to be with Jason, to experience the thrill of being in love with him. And in this dream, I had him all to myself. "You have no idea about how long I have been waiting for this moment, Jason," I whispered. My voice was barely audible and we could hear the sound of our footsteps on the grassy ground. Jason smiled His eyes crinkling at the corners. I could literally watch him all day. “I’m very lucky to be your boyfriend, Lily," he replied in a low and husky tone. We walked in silence for a while. The only sound we heard were from the rustling of leaves and the chirping of birds. I felt like I was in a state of pure bliss and my heart was overflowing with happiness. As we walked a bit further, we saw a very beautiful lake, Jason stopped and turned to me. "I think we should take a boat ride, I’ve always wanted to do that with someone I love, Lily," he said with sparkling excitement written all over his eyes. I do not like playing in water, especially a deep lake as this, but I didn’t object to the offer. For the love of my life, this phobia is the one I was so ready to tackle My heart skipped a beat as he helped me into a beautiful wooden boat. We pushed off from the shore and glided across the lake, the water rippling beneath us. The sun beat down on us, warming our skin, and the breeze carried the sweet scent of flowers to us. Everything looks beautiful. This has always been my dream and I’m happy that it’s finally happening. As we drifted along, Jason took my hand in his. His fingers intertwined with mine. I felt a jolt of electricity run through my body, and my heart raced with excitement. "I've always wanted to feel your touch, Jason," I whispered, my voice was barely audible and we could still hear the sound of the water lapping against the boat. Jason's eyes locked in with mine, and I saw a spark of desire in them. He leaned in close, his face inches from mine, and I could feel his warm breath on my skin. "I've always wanted to kiss you" he whispered to me in a romantic and emotional tone. “Do you mind if I do that?” My heart was racing. My pulse was pounding in my ears. I felt like I was melting into his gaze. My body began to tremble with anticipation. “Yes, you can kiss ” Just before I could complete my statement, his lips touched mine. It was like the whole world had come to a standstill. Like the universe is finally on my side. Time froze, and all that existed was the two of us, lost in the magic of our kiss. The tension was palpable, the air thick with desire. I felt like I was drowning in the depths of his eyes and suffocating under the weight of our passion. As we kissed, the world around us melted away, and we were left alone, lost in our own private paradise. I felt like I was home, like I had finally found the place where I belonged. The place I would love to live to the rest of my life. The kiss was like nothing I had ever experienced before. Samantha had told me about it but she never mentioned that it gives the best feeling in the whole world, or maybe theres just somethiomg about the one I share with jason that makes it so special and sweet. It was like a symphony of emotions, a crescendo of passion and desire. I felt like I was melting into his embrace while my body tremble with pleasure. As we broke apart for air, I felt like I was gasping for breath. My heart was racing, my pulse was beating heavily. I felt like I was drunk on the taste of him and my senses are reeling from the intensity of my first kiss. "I've always wanted to kiss you like that, Lily," Jason muttered to me. I could see his eyes burning with desire. I smiled sheepishly. My heart kept overflowing with happiness. "I've always wanted to be kissed by you, Jason," As we drifted along the lake, I felt like I was living my deepest desires. I had always wanted to be with Jason, to experience the thrill of being in love with him. And I’m glad that it’s finally happening. As we approach the bank of the lake, we noticed a human figure standing and signaling us to leave the lake and when we got bank, Jason came out first so he could help me out but before he could do that, the woman at the bank whispered some things to his ears and she made jason run away with her while I was still in the boat. It was my screaming that brought my mum back to my room “Baby are you okay?” My mum asked wearing a worrisome look “Yes mum, I was just a nightmare” I answered “How bad was it” She enquired “Not too bad mummy, I will handle it” “Alright, baby, I’m off to work, see you, ring me if you need any help” “Alright, I will, have a nice day at work” Honestly, I wish I continued to live in the la la land I was In that dream, I had him all to myself. Except for when the woman came to steal him but I’m sure I would have gotten him back. The dream faded away, leaving me feeling bereft and alone. But the memory of the kiss we shared lingered. It reminds me of the passion and desire that I had envisioned Jason and I would share. Makes me want and miss him more. I knew that I would never forget this dream. This magical moment when Jason and I were together and totally free from the constraints of reality.