Chapter 122 The Final Goodbye

Carolyn I had been putting off calling Ryan for no reason other than it was going to take me more courage to say goodbye to me and it was going to be hurtful more than it had been for the others. It was the next day, the sleepover day at Cara's house and the day I was going to run away. I was about to call Ryan after dressing up for Cara's house when he called me. I had a bittersweet smile on my face when I saw his caller ID on my phone. "Hey, babe." I said, forcing my voice to be normal. "My lover." He grinned. "Are you already on your way to Cara's house?" "I am." "Should I pick you up?" He asked. I shook my head automatically. "No, don't." I said. It would be harder to let go if I see him and he would notice the bag that I already packed and knew that something was up with me. "Don't you miss me?" He sighed. I could picture him pouting at that moment and smiled. "I do." I was trying not to see him because I missed him so much. "Let me pick you up." He insisted. "I won'