Chapter 121 When Goodbye Comes

Carolyn I had made my mind to leave and when I had decided that, I started making moves to close ends and make sure that no one would be hurt more by my disappearance. I hate that I would have to disappear like this despite everything that I had shared here and everyone that I loved, and felt like a coward but there was nothing that I could do. It wasn't like I could sit them all down and tell them why I had to leave. Then, they wouldn't let me leave, especially Ryan. I blinked back tears, my heart breaking at the thought of leaving without him but I had to. I had to let go of him if I loved him and I did. I really did. I loved him so much that it hurt to think of not being in the same space with him and not breathing in the same air with him but I had to let him go to protect him. I couldn't stop thinking of the content of the letter that I had gotten and it sent shivers down my spine everytime I did that. I heard a subtle knock on my bedroom door and went to the door to open it.