Chapter 42 The end —01

Do you often get lost in the beauty of stars and wonder How in so much darkness they are capable to shine? Do you look at growing trees and wonder how a leaf is capable to defy gravity and grow upwards against it Do you wonder why sometimes you feel in the present that an event has happened in the past and you rightly predict the future. Why these things don't have an explanation The answer is simple Some secrets are beyond logic and are magics of nature We can only enjoy the show but can never replicate them They are the monoply of nature and only she masters it. We may pirate it,modify it,but can never make the originals because that right is under god's patent rights. I don't know what my destiny holds now .what nature has in store for meas I lay lifeless on the ground with my soul ready to break free but even that is not achieved so easily. Each second equals thousands of mind numbing and soul breaking pains. It feels like my brain will explode next minute and my body will inturn b