Chapter20:The Confession

At school, I saw Jake, but he just ignored me. I guess I made him very angry this time. I couldn't stop thinking about our kiss. I've never thought someone would kiss me like that. It was so passionate and so...hot. My entire body shook with awareness every time I remember how soft his lips felt and the way his tongue caressed the inside of my mouth. Ugh, who knew a kiss could turn me on this much and make a mess of me. I wanted more. Screw you, Jake, for making me feel this way, I thought. He had moved on to Jenny in less than 24 hours anyway so why was I do I even bother?  Besides, the date with Aaron went well. To my relief, Jake didn't come over and say anything to us so we finished eating then went back home. I guess I should be relieved since the whole ordeal drove Jake away from me. He was ignoring me instead of bothering me now. But why do I feel this pressure in my heart? I missed his unruly advances. Okay, something is definitely wrong with me. I saw him hanging out with Jenn