CHAPTER 15: THE COST OF FREEDOM

EMILIA’S POV I felt stupid. I knew this was coming, there is no way anybody could fully love me. I knew he was only around because of this stupid mate bond. I lay on my bed in a child’s pose as tears flowed from my eyes making my vision blur. I started getting flash back of when I would always be told that I cannot be loved and now I believe it. I truly cannot be loved because I am not loveable. I am useless to everyone and I’ve always known it. The one time I let myself forget, I was proved right. Thank you moon goddess! I woke up this morning and I didn’t want to leave my bed, I imagined what everyone will be thinking now. Will they be happy that their alpha was with Selene? Am I interrupting things? Should I try to leave this place again? But then he will catch up with me like he has done multiple times before. What should I do? Will the elders be happy about this? will they try to make Selene Cameron’s luna? Even if I want to, I cannot compete against Selene, I don’t even