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Julia. We came back to Italy 2 days later at our house were Kate was babysitting our 3 sleeping Angels besides her own daughter. I took my babies upstairs and locked us 4 in one of the guest bedrooms while Massi was yelling at his parents for obvious reasons…. Sometime later I heard Massimo behind the door pleading to open it but I ignored him because I know once I do I will be sucked in that deadly spiral of him where he’s in now and I don’t want that at all cost, i already lost my baby and I don’t want anymore casualties! After some time I hear him walking downstairs and then the sound of the front door. Upon looking out of the window i see him leaving and taking off in his car like a raging bull! I turned around and kissed my children goodnight and came out of my room and went downstairs to go see if I could talk to my in-laws. I take a seat in my favorite chair and take a deep breath. “Mom, dad, I’m sorry for what i did! i know i betrayed Massi, and i know that i don’t have a real