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Julia. After that night in the mountains, the guilt was eating me alive! Guilt towards Mikal that I might give him false hope and towards my Man. I should have never agreed to stay that overnight camping trip but I did nothing to stop him, i was weak and i still feel weak towards him! Weak until the point i think i might have fallen in love with Mikal along the way!!……and it scares me to bits!! I know I’m in big trouble and I don’t know what to do! Now more than ever realizing that i didn’t have my period yet and i was supposed to have it by now!…….. With trembling fingers i put the test down on the counter and wait….. Kate. Massimo is all over the place, sulking like a baby one time, and the other time behaving like an angry beast! Hey is pushing us all to our limits and i have enough of it all to be honest. of course I miss my friend and i´m worried not knowing what’s going on with her but these mafia men are crazy when they getting emotional!! Besides missing his wife, Massi is also