  Elena
  &quot;AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!&quot;
  Sebastian stumbles into our bedroom, and his eyes fall on me as I jump on our bed. He frowns, &quot;What the hell, Elena!&quot; He asks with a scowl as he takes in my widened eyes. &quot;Did you see a spider again?&quot; I stopped jumping and hopped off the bed into his arms, but I couldn't get my words out. &quot;I... I... Exeter... Got... In...&quot; I say through laboured breaths, but I see the cogs turning in his head when he realises what I have said.
  &quot;You got into Exeter?&quot; He exclaims and I nod so much I swear my head would have fallen off. He picks me up and swings me around while I giggle with glee. I got in! I got into Exeter with my own written work! No help from anyone except citations and I got in. Tears of happiness stream down my cheeks and Sebastian kisses them. &quot;I am so proud of you, Elena,&quot; he says an

  Sebastian
  &quot;I will be a terrible mother. My own mother never showed me any love growing up, so how would I show it to a child? I would ruin them with my unloving presence, and they would grow up jaded and looking for love and acceptance in all the wrong places. I would only make them suffer, Anabelle, therefore I do not want any children.&quot;
  As soon as I heard these words fall from Elena s mouth, I knew things would be different between the two of us. She had never been this honest with me in the past regarding this. And for what reason? Did she think not having children was a deal breaker in our marriage?
  She looks up as if sensing me, and the moment our eyes meet, I see the guilt cloud her eyes. Oh, Elena, do you not know that I would love you even if you chose not to bear my children? I walk towards her and Anabelle and the latter look at me before giving Elena a kiss o

  Elena
  Our first week in Little Cayman was heaven! The villa he bought was luxurious and had all our needs catered to. It was a five bedroom log villa with floor to ceiling windows, lush gardens, an indoor pool if needed and Jacuzzi on the terrace. Why Sebastian felt the need to buy a flipping 5 bedroom home, I would never know. Sebastian had all his appointments done via Zoom and Skype video calls, so he was basically still working, but playing at the same time. He was right in what he said back in London; I have not been myself since the thing with Nicholas happened, and I was allowing myself to get dragged under the weight of it. I really wasn't doing well and hiding it, even from myself, but he saw right through it. I decided to do my written work on oppressed female authors, who without them, literature would not be what it is today.
  It's amazing what a break from your daily ro

Elena
  &quot;AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!&quot;
  Sebastian stumbles into our bedroom, and his eyes fall on me as I jump on our bed. He frowns, &quot;What the hell, Elena!&quot; He asks with a scowl as he takes in my widened eyes. &quot;Did you see a spider again?&quot; I stopped jumping and hopped off the bed into his arms, but I couldn't get my words out. &quot;I... I... Exeter... Got... In...&quot; I say through laboured breaths, but I see the cogs turning in his head when he realises what I have said.
  &quot;You got into Exeter?&quot; He exclaims and I nod so much I swear my head would have fallen off. He picks me up and swings me around while I giggle with glee. I got in! I got into Exeter with my own written work! No help from anyone except citations and I got in. Tears of happiness stream down my cheeks and Sebastian kisses them. &quot;I am so proud of you, Elena,&quot; he says and kisses my lips softly. My bottom lip trembles when he says this and I legitimately ugly cry! &quo

Chapter 44 Elena Dumont, College Student?