Chapter 17

　　"I wish I could tell you that he wasn't always like this, but I cannot. He is been a dick since the beginning. And I can't say that you are a lucky person to have him as a mate, I am your beta and I don't want to lie to you. Take care." With that he turned around and left me in the entryway. He gave me a small smile and turned around to look for his mate. I am not sure if that was him trying to comfort me or not. He was right though, me being an emotional wreck would look bad on their pack and it's not like crying is going to help me in anyway or solve my problem. But what I said is the truth I was never like this, I am not an emotional person but this mate bond is destroying the real me. I won't let this happen again, I will not cry for a person who treats me like a piece of shit. 　　Deciding that it was late, I went up to a spare bedroom. I don't know how Zaden feels about me , but I know if I see him right now, I'll be a mess all over again. Plus I don't want to share bedroom with