Chapter 33

"Hey, baby." She started but stopped when she saw me. As always, her expression was illegible, but just one glance at her beautiful face was enough to break the dam in my heart. Everything I've no longer felt, love, pain, and loss come turbulently. Ina, my soul, my love, my girl. How can I believe that time will make me not love you? That distance will make me forget who it chooses. I feel like catching her and never letting go. I want to ask her to choose me, but I can "calculate the burden because she doesn't" love me. Love lights up my heart, I look at women, my love, but the severe pain follows each pounce because she doesn't love me. I can't help but feel how cruel life is because of me she is in front of my station submerged in a sea of pain, my heart is wrecked, and she seems unmoved in front of me. She looked at my face for a second, and then said the only word she could think of. "Oh." She said ignorantly. The pain of indifference penetrated me. This right to my heart bleeding