THIRTY THREE: THE DECISION

And damn it, I can't stop him, not now nor never. I did not have the strength to stop him. Because even if the world is reversed, I am still deeply in love with him - from then until now and shit! I am responding to his kisses... same intensity and longing. His kisses went down to my neck, licking and sucking me there like a vampire to his prey. I could do nothing but cling to his neck. It's like sipping my blood until it's emptied in my body. "Ugh." I moaned, it's good, it feels so good. Damn it! I miss him. I miss this --him kissing and holding me. I just close my eyes as he kisses my neck and caresses and holds my chest, even though I still have my clothes on. Until I did not notice him taking off the clothes I was wearing and the bra, and now she was looking at my nakedness. I tried covering my naked body with my arms but no luck. He just hold my arms, preventing it to destroy the beautiful sight in front of him. "No. Don't. It's perfect. It's beautiful," he said and then he a