TWENTY ONE: THE COLDNESS

FREDERIK'S POV "Daddy." I turned to the owner of the voice who just called me. Without a smile I faced the boy who had just entered my office here at home. "Yes?" I responded without any emotions. I noticed his sudden change of emotion, a sign that he was being counted in my presence. I am giving him everything he needs, I did not lack of being a father who gives everything his child needs. But there is only one thing I can not fully give to him... love, nothing really, I can not really love my son, and I don’t know why. It's been six years but I also seem to have lost my heart, it feels like she brought it with her, by the woman I truly love. Yes, everything has become clear to me, especially how I really feel about that woman. They are right; you can only realize the value of a person if you lose her/him in your life. And that thing really hits me hard - I thought it was just lust, but shit! I fell in love with her and I didn't even realize that right away, that every time we