I Want to Sleep With You

••• Charlotte’s POV ••• I had goosebumps all over my body and had to swallow my disgust when Theo kissed me or even when I felt his erection poking me. I wanted so much to stop acting like I wanted him, to stop him from touching me, to not throw myself at him, but I knew I had to keep acting this way until the wedding. Thank Goddess my mind didn't go blank when he wanted to have sex with me, and I was able to spew out some nonsense about the doctor asking me to refrain from sex. To erase his suspicion, I had to pretend I still wanted to spend time with him while in reality, I couldn't wait to throw him out the door. I chose a romantic movie and dim the light to create a more romantic atmosphere. If I had to do this, I might as well take the opportunity to take some romantic pictures of the two of us together. We snuggled on the couch and I leaned against his chest, drawing circles with my index finger. “Lottie, I smell someone else’s scent on you.” Suddenly I heard him joke. My finger