Chapter 24 My Perfect Mess

Endless agony. That is what it feels like to be in my own presence. It is the third day now that I cannot be with Trinity, and it is absolutely killing me still. I know I need to get my head together, but I simply do not want to do it. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? This is a fucking mess. My perfect mess. Yes, Colton Cruz has a problem. His heart is broken. I have not seen Trinity today at all. Yes, I am supposed to make sure that she is okay, but I know that I simply won t keep my hands to myself if I have to see her. But I have to. So it is with the utmost determination that I can keep it together that I make my way to her room. Before I enter, I softly knock, "Trinity, can I come in." There is no answer. "Trinity, are you okay?" Still no answer. "Trinity!" I burst through the door and step inside. She sits up straight from where she was sleeping; there is a hint