More secrets

CHAPTER 145 *TESSA* I didn’t want to see him right now… I didn’t want to deal with this right now so I pushed him away from me and I stood up from the bed. “Tessa.”He called. “Don’t!…Just…I want to be alone right now.”I murmured. “I’m so sorry.”He breathed and I walked out of the room and out of the house… I took a walk and I kept walking and walking until I got completely exhausted. I sat on the side of the road…tired and cold. It was getting late now and I didn’t feel like going home. Home. The place Calvin had provided for me… I had no idea what to do now… Should I call off the wedding? I thought about the many other things he had done for me… How he took me to his grandmother’s house when I had nowhere to go… He had genuinely protected me other times too… He has been so good to Leah… He didn’t even criticize me when I fell pregnant for Declan again.. Thinking about the mental harm that men brought to me made me tear up again… I wish I could forget that Calvin had sent them to me… M