What plan do you have?

CHAPTER 142 *TESSA* Jayden fell asleep in my arms after a while. I was very bothered as I placed him on the bed. I found it hard to sleep that night…. Can I really have a successful marriage with Calvin? With me being unable to have sex with him? With me having two kids with another man? Let’s say I might finally get over the irritation I feel each time he touches me… And then I would start having babies for him? I really didn’t plan on having children for different men… Oh God… How would that affect my children? Can I make sure it only affects them positively? Ahh… But I can’t just call off the wedding… I can’t hurt Calvin. My phone rang out.. I stretched my hand and got it from the beside table. Then I answered it. “Hello,Tessa.” That deep voice suddenly sent shrills down my spine. Declan. “He..hello.”I replied. “Em…I don’t know if…em…can I come pick up Jayden tomorrow?If you don’t want me to come pick him tomorrow…it’s fine…he can stay with you as long as you want,”He let out. He so