It doesn’t make any sense

CHAPTER 132 *TESSA* I shook my head pushing every thought of Declan away. I shouldn’t think of him… I shouldn’t think about him anymore…. I was with another man now… I tried to reciprocate Calvin’s kisses but I just couldn’t get used to kissing him. He moved his lips away and kissed my neck… He ran his hands through my body and I slowly placed my hand on his shoulders… He made me lay on the sofa and then ran his hands over my clothed boobs… His touch made me feel so uncomfortable… As he placed his hand on my thighs… I stiffened,involuntarily and he took his hand away. He stopped caressing me and stared at my face. I forced a smile out of me. He slung me a genuine smile and ran a finger through my face. “It’s okay.We don’t have to rush into anything.We can take things slow.”He said to me. I swallowed. I could see his erection and the fact that he didn’t want to go through with this was touching. I was glad he noticed how uncomfortable I felt… I didn’t want him touching me… Maybe I would