Chapter 45

"Well, that's me." I smiled. "Promise me. Promise me you'll join me with Ivan and even with Seymour after all this." He smiled and nodded. "I promise. But also promise me that you'll be able to see how he looks tomorrow. Promise you'll be strong." I didn"t immediately respond to Roxanne. Can I really handle it? I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to look like tomorrow. I just swallowed and nodded softly. "Promise." I faked a smile. Just this time, I will believe in that quote. That, promises are meant to be broken. Because I wasn"t sure if I would be able to see the man I loved most in a dangerous situation. After I put on the hospital gown, gloves and medical cap I confronted Creed. He is the one I will be with today when entering the ICU where Ivan is. Even if Ivan's Mommy, Mommy Jane, wanted to come with her, she couldn't do it because she had already allowed me to enter the ICU. Only a limited number of people can enter there. This is the first tim