  Danner
  &quot;Does it seem like I'm faking my amnesia? You have been close with me for a few weeks now, have you noticed anything that indicates that I am as usual?&quot;. I deliberately let my voice sound hurtful, low. This bitch Alyssa saw through my deceit, she did some good research. But Loraine has doubts and I make good use of that.
  She was always by my side, not a day did she leave me even for a few minutes to visit her lover or others. That is totally a good sign, she has devoted her time and attention to me. Just a few more weeks and she's completely forgotten about that other man.
  But of course, Alyssa had to reveal the matter early. She even knows I hired a detective.
  But that s not all. I also paid my treating doctor a large amount to adjust my medical data. Even more, I wonder how Alyssa knows my amnesia is fake.
  I look up at Loraine who stares at me doubtfully. &

  We have a wonderful time at the beach. As always. The sun heats up the surface, allowing us to stay a little longer without catching a cold.
  Loraine turns into a child when she is in the water, she can play for hours in there. 
  What is striking is that she always avoids being held intimately by me. No sex in the water like before, I can't even touch her breasts. She still kisses me lightly, but that's all there is to it for me. This is mentally exhausting me immensely, I long for her like crazy, it's been weeks since I last had intercourse with her.
  My body is screaming to be satisfied by her, but the attraction seems far from mutual. I know she didn't have sex all the time she was with me in the hospital.
  When we get out of the water, I wrap my arms around her waist. She does the same to me, resting her head against my shoulder. &quot;Honey, I long for you. My body craves you.

  When we face Danner, he doesn't seem to recognize Alyssa either. 
  Not that they were close friends, but he was in frequent contact with journalists on his business. &quot;Danner, Alyssa is here for an interview. You used to be the talkative of us, but given the circumstances, I'll take your job for the time being.&quot; We all laugh at my joke.
  He shakes Alyssa's hand and offers to sit next to me on the bench. 
  &quot;So how's New York's hottest couple doing? You seem to be recovering well, Danner,&quot; she starts. Danner smiles. &quot;Well, thanks to my beautiful fiancé here, I have everything I need and more. And so, my recovery is going well.&quot; He takes my hand and kisses it. To a spectator, we look like a happy couple.
  Alyssa clears her throat. 
  &quot;Do you already know why you were traveling at such high speed, Danner? You've never been a daredevil. And then in Lora

Danner
  &quot;Does it seem like I'm faking my amnesia? You have been close with me for a few weeks now, have you noticed anything that indicates that I am as usual?&quot;. I deliberately let my voice sound hurtful, low. This bitch Alyssa saw through my deceit, she did some good research. But Loraine has doubts and I make good use of that.
  She was always by my side, not a day did she leave me even for a few minutes to visit her lover or others. That is totally a good sign, she has devoted her time and attention to me. Just a few more weeks and she's completely forgotten about that other man.
  But of course, Alyssa had to reveal the matter early. She even knows I hired a detective.
  But that s not all. I also paid my treating doctor a large amount to adjust my medical data. Even more, I wonder how Alyssa knows my amnesia is fake.
  I look up at Loraine who stares at me doubtfully. &quot;Go to the doctor and ask him. Please tell him that I have permitted you to view my medical r

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