Chapter 38

Desmond's words he said by that time kept ringing inside my head. Of course, Sander deserved to have a complete family. With a mother and a father that was getting along and had a communication with their feelings. While watching Sander right now holding a book as I brought him to the library of the manor, I imagined him giggling when he got to be with his father. Perhaps, I was really a selfish mother that I did not want us to get completed. Desmond was right. He might have ruined our marriage. But how about his fatherly figure? Should I trust that he would be a good father to Sander? Should I take the risk and give Desmond a chance? "Do you like what you are reading, sweetheart?" I asked, approaching Sander as I sat beside him. I almost had a heart attack as I saw that he was reading war tactics. "You sure like reading that kind of stuff..." I smiled wryly. His face brightened up before he nodded. "It catches my interest, Mama." He glanced at the book he was reading. "But I do