Chapter 173

He paused, then he said, "Carol, I feel terrible inside." Dixon got up and took my hand. I shook him off vigorously and spat at him. "Stop pretending to be weak!" I said, not knowing whether to feel angry or amused, "Didn't I feel awful two months ago too? Did you think I wanted to accept Quincy's help?" "I know you didn't want to, but I had a way to make you do it." Dixon closed his eyes and said, "So long as you can live, I will make you take medication even if it means knocking you out!" I was enraged and kicked him. "Get lost." I had a bad temper. Whenever I recalled that scene two months ago in the church, I could not forgive Dixon. "Why did he hurt me again and again, and then come to me to explain himself? Should I let go of my grudge and forgive him? "No, I won't! "I will never forgive him for the rest of my life. "Even though I still love him in my heart." Dixon did not dodge. I kicked him, and then slumped to the ground. He seized the opportunity to squat down, hugg