Chapter 45

　　Erika’s POV 　　“Well… you know… she was my ex-girlfriend and it just happened,” he explained as he stroke my hair. 　　When did it happen? I asked through mind-link. 　　“When I just became the Alpha. you know, I was young at that time and I thought the world was my oyster. I didn’t think much before I made decisions. That was where my reputation for being savage came from. I had sex with her although I wouldn’t make her my Luna,” he explained. 　　I rolled my eyes at his words. During the challenge, Emma did complain about how dominant Derek was. I even felt lucky that I didn’t meet him earlier. Otherwise, it would be a disaster for me. 　　“Don’t get me wrong. I used to be very dominant. But I made it very clear to her that she wouldn’t be the Luna. It was only about sex and nothing else. You know, it meant nothing. And Emma is already dead. Don’t let it bother you,” he shrugged. 　　OK. I mind-linked him and calmed down. 　　I should’ve thought of it. Emma was his ex-girlfriend. It was only na