Chapter 91

SEBASTIAN'S POV "Alpha, here is the report about the rogues that attacked the Bluewater pack recently," I heard Blake say, making me open my eyes as I had closed them momentarily to relax a bit. "Keep them on the table. You can leave," I said, without looking at him. "Sebastian, I know you are the alpha, and I shouldn't defy you, but you are being too hard on yourself. It's been two days since you ate something. Do you think starving yourself like this will bring her back? You are just torturing yourself," Blake said, poking my wounds again. Ahh! Why can this dude not leave me alone? Does he not know I hate his name at the moment? I am seconds away from venting my anger on him. "What am I supposed to do, Blake? Hmm? You tell me. What am I supposed to do when I can't get my head out of her memories? I can't help but think about the time we spent together and curse myself for what happened between us. Do you think I am not trying? I am trying my f#cking best!" I said, throwing away the f