Miserable and Helpless

Lucky's POV I was eating bread while breastfeeding baby Darya when a pair of warm arms wrapped around my waist from the back. For a moment, I froze. My heart raced as soon as a familiar natural scent filled my nose. His growing beard tickled my neck when he gently kissed me there. Tears pooled in the corner of my eyes. I squeezed my eyes closed and spoke with a low and hoarse voice. "G-Good morning…" He buried his face in my neck. I felt him breathing raggedly. "I thought I'd never see you again…" My heart ached for him. He sniffed my neck as I felt his hug tightened. "I was s-scared. That was the fcking scariest moment of my life, Lucresia. Not being able to see you again is my biggest fear. Fck! I t-thought I'd die." I felt his fear. His frustrations and all. I wanna comfort him but I know that I needed comfort too. I thought I’d lose him. When Duncan told me about the helicopter explosion, my world crashed. I thought I’d lose him. I thought I would never see him again. I was so scar